I am feeling down today and I think it's a direct result of the quote above. I keep comparing myself to others, thinking I'm not good enough. Thinking, "Oh, I should have done this internship. . . Oh, I should have gotten that job. . .Oh, maybe I should have majored in that." I can't really explain what it is I'm feeling. I guess I'm feeling at a loss because I know my last year of school is upon me. And while most people in my same position seem to have their lives figured out. . .I do not. I have no clue what I want to do career-wise and I'm jealous of those who do. Not knowing makes me feel like I've already failed.
Today, as I sat through my Child Guidance class, all I wanted in life was a Snickers bar. I couldn't stop thinking about that chocolate and caramel goodness. After class, I bought one, and I can honestly say that the whole world became perfect in the two minutes it took for me to eat it.
I get real irritated with the PINK clothes made by Victoria's Secret that aren't at all the color pink. Something about a green sweatshirt that says PINK across it just doesn't sit well with me. But I have nothing against you if you wear the stuff. It's cute and it looks comfy. . .it's just a weird quirk I have.
Did anyone else feel like the new Bourne movie ended very abruptly? Like I don't feel like that movie solved anything for me.
On the subject of movies, you should go see this for sure, or this if you don't have children with you. Both made me laugh and cry. So great.
My little brother is at USU with me now, and it makes me excited. I know I probably irritate him, but I really like that I get to have more time with him before he goes on his two year mission with the LDS church.
I think I'll go listen to this song on repeat while painting my toenails red now.
You know, I think we never REALLY figure out what or who we're supposed to be. I think the biggest thing you can try is to be the best person God wants you to be. And then you'll be okay. PS: the snickers comment was really weird - I hunted out one of those packages of Nibs - and gobbled them down in less than 10 minutes flat.
Something is going on in Blogland today.
ReplyDeleteI think we are all pms-ing.
and I could really go for a snickers.
You know, I think we never REALLY figure out what or who we're supposed to be. I think the biggest thing you can try is to be the best person God wants you to be. And then you'll be okay.
ReplyDeletePS: the snickers comment was really weird - I hunted out one of those packages of Nibs - and gobbled them down in less than 10 minutes flat.